AS I CRY ALL NITE DA TEARS HURT DA MOST NOT MY HEART OR NUN ELSE BUT JUST DA TEARS AS I SIT HERE ND SEE WAT U HAVE DONE TO MY HEART I HURT EVEN MORE HE DON’T EVEN CARE HOW I FEEL ALL I DO IS HURT EVEN MORE MY TEARS MAKE ME FEEL EVEN WORST DEN EVER I HATE FEELING LIKE HE DON’T EVEN CARE IM ALL ALONE BY MYSELF I DON’T HAVE NOBODI WHO REALLY ND TRULY CARE SO IMA JUST DO ME ND BE BY MYSELF

AS I CRY ALL DAY ND RELIZE DIS SHIT HURTZ LIKE HELL I CANT EVEN CRY NO MORE I JUST SIT HERE IN PAIN CRYIN MY HEART OUT,HE LIED TO ME…. NO LOVE, NO TRUST JUST HURT ND PAIN NOBODI REALLY KNOWS HOW IT FEEL TO LOVE SOMEBODY SOOO MUCH ND DEY JUST CHEAT ON U LIKE DEY DONT CARE ND U SITTIN DERE HURT ND IN PAIN IT HURTZ LIKE HELL… I CRY TO ERASE DA PAIN BUT ITZ WORST

I HAVE OPENED MY EYES ND NW I KNO DAT IM WIDE AWAKE I JUST DIDNT RELIZE DAT I THOUGHT I WAS JUST STEAL SLEEPIN… AS I THINK ABOUT WAT PPL SAY ABOUT ME I RELIZE DAT I WAS SLEEPIN DA WHOLE TIME NOT SAYIN NUN KEEPIN QUIET JUST LETTIN IT GET TO ME ND EAT ME ALIVE BUT I RELIZE DAT IM WIDE AWAKE I WAS SLEEPIN ON WAT PPL SAID BOUT ME JUST LETTIN IT KEEP GOIN BUT I RELIZE IM BETTER DEN WAT DEY SAY I AM I CAN GET THRU DIS I AM WIDE AWAKE…. I LET IT BREAK ME DWN ND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM NUN BUT AS I SEE WAT I HAVE BEEN THRU IN MY LIFE IT HAS MADE ME DA STRONG ND BEAUTIFUL PERSON I AM TODAY ND NOBODY CAN BREAK ME NO MORE I AM TRUELY WIDE AWAKE NOW

JADA WAS A VERY STRANGE ND ODD GIRL EVERYBODY CALLED HER NAMES ND EVERYTHING BUT JADA STARTED TO IGNORE DEM BUT DEN IT STARTED TO EFFECT HER…. SHE BROKE DOWN CRYIN EVERYDAY HURTIN BREAKIN DWN ND EVERYTHING… NOBODY EVER UNDERSTOOD JADA WAS ONE OF DA MOST QUIETEST GIRL EVER NOBODY UNDERSTOOD Y SHE DID THE THINGS SHE DID BUT SHE LOST HER FRIENDS, BOYFRIEND, EVERYTHING ND EVERYBODY SHE STILL IS ALONE BY HERSELF…JADA RELIZE SHE DIDNT NEED NOBODY TO HAVE HER BACK OR BE BY HER SIDE ALL SHE KNEW WAS, SHE KNOW DA TRUTH ND DATZ ALL DAT MATTERS…

AS I CRY MY WEAPIN EYES I HURT MORE EVERYDAY… DA TEARS GET WORST, DA HEART GETS BROKEN I JUST DONT KNO WAT TO SAY MY EYES TURN RED AS I WIPE DA TEARS AWAY DEY ALWAYS COME DOWN LIKE THEY ARE HERE TO STAY… DA TEARS OF A TIGER NEVER CRY HE SHOWS NO FEAR, NO EMOTION…. MAYBE I SHOULD BE LIKE A TIGER…. TIGERS ARE DA STRONGEST ND FEARLESS ANIMAL IN DA JUNGLE… SO AS I WIPE MY FACE I THINK ABOUT HOW FEARLESS ND NO EMOTION A TIGER IS..SO I BULID MYSELF UP TO BECOME LIKE A TIGER…

I WISH MY HEART WAS A BRICK WALL, I WISH I WOULD FIND DA ONE WHO I COULD SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE WIT, I WISH I WOULDNT CRY SO MUCH MAYBE I WOULDNT HURT OR FEEL BADD…. EVERYBODY WAS RIGHT I LOVE TO HARD ND FALL IN LOVE TO MUCH MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP FALLIN IN LOVE DEN MAYBE I WOULDNT GET HURT SO MUCH…. LIFE IS ABOUT DA CHOICES U MAKE ND IM LEARNIN HOW DA CHOICES I MAKE EFFECT MY LIFE… DA CHOICES WE MAKE TODAY MAY EFFECT OUR FUTURE IN A GOOD WAY OR A BAD WAY NOBODY KNOWS HOW DA FUTURE WILL BE BUT DA FUTURE EFFECTS YO LIFE

AS I SEE DA VIOLENCE EVERYDAY DAT GOES ON IT KILLS ME TO KNO DIS IS DA KIND OF WORLD WE LIVE IN WHERE PPL ARENT EVEN SAFE TO WALK OUT OF THEIR HOUSE… WAT DOES DIS MEAN FOR OUR NXT GENERATION IF WE DONT DO SOMETHING NOW DIS WORLD IS GOIN TO BE A BLOOD BATH…. WAT IS GOIN ON IN DIS WORLD IS WAT I SAY IN MY HEAD ITZ NT SAFE FOR KIDS TO EVEN GET ON DA BUS ND GO TO SCHOOL WHAT HAS DIS WORLD COME TO…. WAT IS GOIN ON???? I SCREAM TO SOMEONE HAVE NO ANSWER YET I SEE POLICE DONT EVEN SAVE US ANYMORE DIS WORLD IS NT SAFE ITZ NT JUST CHICAGO DIS IS HAPPENIN DIS IS HAPPENING WORLD WIDE… WAT IS GOIN ON…

I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN SO MANY TIMEZ I FEEL LIKE I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE… MY HEART GIVES UP SOMETIMES ITZ LIKE I HAVE IT MY BREAKIN POINT. WHEN US GIRLZ GET OUR HEART BROKEN WE FEEL LIKE WE JUST CANT LOVE NO MORE ND SOMETIMES SAYIN IM SORRY IS NT ENOUGH DA PAIN ND HURT WILL STILL BE THERE AT THE END OF DA DAY… SOMETIMEZ GUYZ DONT THINK ABOUT DAT SOME OF DA STUFF DEY DO HURT US ND MAKE US FEEL LIKE WE ARE WORTHLESS OR NOTHING ND IT CUTZ US SO DEEP IT FEEL LIKE A HEART ATTACK BUT WORST